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Wow. Two years.
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I can hardly believe it. It has been over two years since I last updated my deviantart.
As I was browsing through my old artworks because of insomnia (5 AM right now, yeah!), I suddenly felt compelled to visit deviantart again. I was really surprised, and touched, to see that I was still receiving weekly comments on some of my deviations... AND MAN THIS FEELS SO GOD DAMN NOSTALGIC. I have been browsing through old comments and conversations, and oh dear all those good times. I don't know if I'm high on sleep deprivation or something, but this is a real emotional moment for me right now.
This journal doesn't really have any specific point, except maybe to thank the people who are keeping this account more or less alive by leaving comments. I completely dropped drawing (although I had never seriously picked it up) to focus entirely on my studies, and I mostly disappeared from the internet to have a go at a social life. That was a shitty thing to do. The disappearing part, I mean. I apologize to everyone who (maybe?) missed me.
I'm not saying that I regret my choices. I think life is pretty good right now. It's just that I miss deviantart. I miss the people here. I miss being a nerd spending 80% of her time on the internet. I even miss drawing a little.
I don't know if my old friends are still around, or if they'll ever read this journal, or if they'll give a damn even if they do. But if you guys are reading this...
... I miss you
As I was browsing through my old artworks because of insomnia (5 AM right now, yeah!), I suddenly felt compelled to visit deviantart again. I was really surprised, and touched, to see that I was still receiving weekly comments on some of my deviations... AND MAN THIS FEELS SO GOD DAMN NOSTALGIC. I have been browsing through old comments and conversations, and oh dear all those good times. I don't know if I'm high on sleep deprivation or something, but this is a real emotional moment for me right now.
This journal doesn't really have any specific point, except maybe to thank the people who are keeping this account more or less alive by leaving comments. I completely dropped drawing (although I had never seriously picked it up) to focus entirely on my studies, and I mostly disappeared from the internet to have a go at a social life. That was a shitty thing to do. The disappearing part, I mean. I apologize to everyone who (maybe?) missed me.
I'm not saying that I regret my choices. I think life is pretty good right now. It's just that I miss deviantart. I miss the people here. I miss being a nerd spending 80% of her time on the internet. I even miss drawing a little.
I don't know if my old friends are still around, or if they'll ever read this journal, or if they'll give a damn even if they do. But if you guys are reading this...
... I miss you
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JAPAN, BABY!!
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GUESS WHO'S BEEN PRE-SELECTED TO STUDY IN NAGOYA NEXT YEAR?
ahjkdsjk the decision isn't final yet, actually I've only been provided the opportunity to send my candidature, but still, I have good hopesthat I'll get to poke MasamuneRevolution IRL 
That was for the happy news, the rest of this journal is all whining/apologizing/less happy news.
I wrote in my previous journal that I'd be more active from February on, which wasn't intended as a lie, but yeah, several unexpected things came up, and I'm writing this journal because I'm sick in bed and unable to do much else ;A;
So yeah, a little brief of what happened these past weeks. I finished my exams around mid-january, then
came to spend two weeks with me at my place, which was awesome, even though most of what we did was geeking since the weather was really cold and dreary :/ Then I learnt the death of one of my uni friends, which came as a real shock. Michelle was with me the first few days, and was a huge support, but after her departure reality came back to slap me straight in the face. I started uni the very next week, which was hard at first, but now I'm more or less okay, still not in the best of shapes but I manage
Then I learnt that I was pre-selected to study in Japan, which was the best of news! Less good news is, though, that they require I have about 1 million yen on my bank account, which I certainly do not have. I also learnt that my father inherited a villa, which he sold for a lot of money, and didn't give a damn cent to me or my sister when we're in big need of money, so I decided to take legal action against him.
And right now I'm sick and really behind in uni work and I have a crap taste in my mouth and ahkjdshkfd
I should've titled this journal "fml", but oh well, I know some people go through a hell of a lot more than that everyday so I didn't. But I'm whiny so bear with me ok 
As for dA, I honestly don't know when I'll be properly active again, or if I ever will. The more time goes by, the less I feel like drawing. I still intend to draw everything I owe people (if they're still expecting it OTL), but in that state of things I have no idea how long it's going to take TwT
And that ends this journal. Now I'll try to go and comment on a few deviations c:
ahjkdsjk the decision isn't final yet, actually I've only been provided the opportunity to send my candidature, but still, I have good hopes
That was for the happy news, the rest of this journal is all whining/apologizing/less happy news.
I wrote in my previous journal that I'd be more active from February on, which wasn't intended as a lie, but yeah, several unexpected things came up, and I'm writing this journal because I'm sick in bed and unable to do much else ;A;
So yeah, a little brief of what happened these past weeks. I finished my exams around mid-january, then
came to spend two weeks with me at my place, which was awesome, even though most of what we did was geeking since the weather was really cold and dreary :/ Then I learnt the death of one of my uni friends, which came as a real shock. Michelle was with me the first few days, and was a huge support, but after her departure reality came back to slap me straight in the face. I started uni the very next week, which was hard at first, but now I'm more or less okay, still not in the best of shapes but I manage Then I learnt that I was pre-selected to study in Japan, which was the best of news! Less good news is, though, that they require I have about 1 million yen on my bank account, which I certainly do not have. I also learnt that my father inherited a villa, which he sold for a lot of money, and didn't give a damn cent to me or my sister when we're in big need of money, so I decided to take legal action against him.
And right now I'm sick and really behind in uni work and I have a crap taste in my mouth and ahkjdshkfd
I should've titled this journal "fml", but oh well, I know some people go through a hell of a lot more than that everyday so I didn't. But I'm whiny so bear with me ok As for dA, I honestly don't know when I'll be properly active again, or if I ever will. The more time goes by, the less I feel like drawing. I still intend to draw everything I owe people (if they're still expecting it OTL), but in that state of things I have no idea how long it's going to take TwT
And that ends this journal. Now I'll try to go and comment on a few deviations c:
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News
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ARTIST BATON + Features (open)
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BACK FROM PARIS !
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